
Jordan was one of the sweetest, goofiest, cutest guys I’ve ever met. I don’t think he’d ever said anything negative about anyone. In fact, I remember sitting in the hot tub one night and some people were talking negatively about a girl and he turned to me and said something like “I think she’s cute, and really sweet”. He may have not been the brightest in the bunch (though he was definitely the most ripped) he was the biggest sweetheart with the biggest heart!
Whenever I hear “Drop It Low” I think of going with Jordan and Beau to McDonalds at who knows what time of night. He and Beau singing and dancing in the car is a sight you can’t easily forget. And I have never seen any guy put on so much face makeup for halloween! I remember when he walked into my apartment it took me a while to realize who he was. I’ve also never seen a guy get so nervous about a scary movie.
Had some good talks, some good movie nights, and he warned me of which guys to steer clear of. But I have to say I wish I would have taken advantage of the time I had to get to know him. He definitely has a place in some of my first and favorite college memories. I hope there is a Hollister in heaven ;) You were loved by many who will all miss you. Rest In Peace Jordan Chapman.
Life is so short. So fragile. We always take it for granted until something catastrophic happens that shakes us back to life. The phone call that opens your eyes, and your heart. Young people full of lives, so many things left to do, just fall away. Is there really a way to ever honestly prepare yourself for such a loss? We take for granted every day. Every moment. There are always those people that you wish you wouldn’t have lost touch with. Wish you would have told them when you were thinking of them, or reminded of them. But we never do. Out of fear? How can a life just….stop? To be here thinking and breathing yesterday, and gone today. How can you just slip away? Drift off to sleep never to wake up? How can you prepare yourself for that? Everyone just keeps on living, not knowing that another precious life has left us. People so broken hearted, worlds shattered, in a world that is so oblivious to the pain of others.
The best part is that I don’t have to follow you because I know you, but only because we relate in some distant way. You feel what I feel. And I couldn’t care less if you like what I have to say.
Story of my life
Quit asking questions. I’m fine. If I wanted you to know, well I still wouldn’t tell you.
I think today women are very scared to celebrate themselves, because then they just get labeled.
(Source: iguanapeters)
Ah, so many great lines. I’d be lying if I said I couldn’t recite this entire movie.
Amen.
(Source: katnisses)
Most everyday
This. Is beauty.
Deep behind the moments I thought we had figured out, I knew. It was a matter of time. Standing so close it tingles, slowly moving, waiting for the right moment. The hestitating made everything tingle more than I thought possible. Looking past those eyes, into what I knew they could never be. Lost, waiting to be saved.
That’s where it starts.